A Box with tonnes of precious smiles...

Digging all the memories out from a small box. It gave me so much of laughter and sweet memories DDPs had gone trough! From the first gift card I've receive to all the surprises short message written on the notepad.

It has at least brought me a smile especially when you are not around.
It stated how we start and how much efforts you have spent for the surprises. I'm so touched with it and Thank you for everything as I always say to you!


"I'm so glad that we finally gone through the test and finally a lovely couple for now but moving forward I felt there are so many uncertainty..."

Left with a heavy heart...

October 09

Had a great weekend with dearest and I'm proud to be his personal cheerleader for the pool tournament."Yeah... It's Kuching again" may sound bored to others but for me is a gateway to recharge and to visit the dark prince.

Was traveling around with a couple during the trip and 1st time, self drive to the Caves and drive them for some tours. Most of the times during the trip we spent for foods and beers.They went back one day earlier than me and wish they had some great times for the short holidays.

Finally, both manage to spend some quality time together at home for DVD during the Saturday night at least had a good rest. I'm glad that you can have a rest at home at least for a weekend. Had a great breakfast on Sunday morning, it makes me feel warm.

"Thank you for everything you did for me, My dearest!"

I've a feeling that...especially after this trip, it had tighten up the relationship between us. With a heavy heart, caught a night flight back to home. Tonnes of the missing but still we gonna be strong and back on our own.

Scene that making me think... "too much"

Was driving home after work in the slow moving traffic. I'm feeling weak in mentality majority caused by "future" and the changes of organization although not much affect to myself but just feel with insecure. Have a thought to update my resume and start to hunt for a new one but every time when I feel like update it and I refuse to do so.

"WHY?" Personally I feel good to growth my career path with the current environment especially with a good advisor and teacher. This will be only reason I can think off of staying still.

While waiting for the red light turning green under the fly over bridge, I saw a scene that cars queuing up from 3 lane road and squeezing to 1 land in order to go up to fly over. That is why caused the slow traffic but once you gone up then there is another scene which is highway with no more jam.

With this, I've relate the scene back to myself. Now, my working energy is low and I'm loose focus. The fly over was the learning curve;I'm stucked and yet to see the scene behind. Work harder gain the experience and sooner will come to a highway with no more jam - right attitude!

What about September? Looking forward to October...

September

~ 7th, remind me the one month old on the road... "blink blink"... and went up to Genting at least 3 times... the very first time of driving up to the hill. Sweat +_+"
The very first time paying for the loan for the past 25 years.

~ 11th ~ DDP's weekend, & the BOSS. Japanese fine dining @ Ozeki -oh yeah, delicious yumm yumm~~, hanged out with friend @ WIP; Bangsar. Visiting Mr. Lim in Genting and most importantly...spending times together for the DDP. ~ gOOd~ I luf it... Although sending to the airport early in the morning but it made me experience sleeping in the car at carpark...

~ Long weekend for the Hari Raya break- after the sweet weekend, here I go for the peaceful and self quarantine @ KK. ENJOY the smooth traffic, self quarantine, slow drive, accompany mum , celebrating mum's birthday with the expensive dinner. Attended colleague's wedding dinner and went home for drama series. If without the wedding dinner I must be in Kuching ...I guess...

Had a good rest and stayed in the house for more than 48hrs surviving with Chocolate, Moon cakes, Maggie mee & home cooked porridge...it's so delightful...

~ Moving forward, the coming weekend on the 25th will be the Night Race @ Singapore
Was so excited about the trip, F1 Night race and partying with gang. Departed on 25th and was facing some slight delayed due to the system down in LCCT. Took a nap on the plane and expecting my dearest in Singapore. Touched down at 2 plus but was waiting for DDP for 2 hours in the airport due to the Technical issue on the MAS aircraft. ~Sigh~~ +_="

Day 1 with the expensive dinner with SAKE & went to a bossy club named White Rabbit... where 99.99% serve only Champagne... "Moet"?



Day 2, Body not feeling well but still went for partying...Attended a party held in the Museum and met BlackEyePeas... oooh yeah!!!



Anyway, the most enjoyable was the last day of the trip...Casual and watch the F1 Night race with dearest...hehe... thank you for the expensive tickets ...muaxx muaxxsss... This is the very 1st time I experience the sound of the engine with so near of disctance.

I enjoyed the time we spent together the very precious moment of all... & the Lovely gift from you!